…and the story goes…

It happened on my last long tiring week which turned to be juz fine at the end. Last week, I thought that I was the only poor jerk left in this whole world. I really mean it. Everybody had enough “shocking” times when they’re besides me. No wonder there was no one could stand besides me any longer than 5 minutes at that time…Huehehe…Sorry, guys…It’s juz…I really did not need your words. Juz like what I’ve said in a BB post, I needed a big “hug”. That’s all I needed at that moment.
Well…not gonna tell you the exact problems, but…one thing I wanna underline here is…I used to see life in a strange way. I used to push myself too hard to seize my hopes. I used to force all of my energy to see a little me in progress. That’s why I could never accept being disappointed by myself. I’d be so down when I see myself in a stagnant phase and I’d feel as if I’m the only one who’s left behind. Hmm…I think that’s one of my tons of minuses as being a Virgo : perfectionist, hehehe…But I have to admit that sometimes we do have to be perfectionist.
Hey, forget it. I don’t wanna talk bout it right now. Okay, let’s make it short.
In the end of my last most horrible week, suddenly my siblings and some of my beloved old friends show up one by one in a very graceful way that I’ve never imagined this could be happened. They appeared one by one juz to let me know that they’re there for me…!!! They’re there to let me know that I was not the only one…That I was not the most miserable poor jerk in this whole world…That I was so much luckier than so many people from all over the world…That I was so much happier than anyone to be disappointed by myself…That I was so much worthier, so much more than I ever knew…In fact, they’ve saved my heart from falling…
Thanks, guys…for appearing in these such very unexpectable wonderful ways…
And thanks, God…for blessing me these extraordinary people and surroundings besides me…
I really mean it…